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Tabahkan hati!!

[Crying] Just now,td belajar dengan abg pasal physics..Ya Allah tabahkan la hati hamba mu ini..I realised,ini la balasan nye,org yg pandai cakap tp xpandai otak mcm aku ni ha..padan muka! da bape kali aku kene 'bodoh,bengap,stupid,idiot,shit,doggol,dodol etc..' ngn abg aku td.sal la aku ni lembap sgt otak nk berjalan ha? aihs,truk gilerrr td kene brainwash ngn abg,bagus jugak..org dok sakan raya,aku kene chlorox freee2 ngn abg time blaja fizik..chlorox+whitener skalik..giler la,br aku taw,fizik ni x de r ssh,kene paham konsep,konsep vektor yg shud be aku da expert tu pn aku x reti nk jwp td..seb bek abg aku refresh balek..tetibe aku rase nk nangis,[mmg da nanges da pon,sapa tahan kene maki truk2 mcm tu] aihh,ini mesti dosa2 yg pnah aku wat ngn parents aku nih membuatkan aku lambat pickup..aku start blaja fizik dr kul 2 sampai 3.30,itu pn br faham konsep free body diagram ngn vektor skali..aku x tawu la nape aku lambat akhir2 ni..semangat tu da ada,cuma,entah la,,aku sendiri pun rase pelik..aduhaiii..truk nye kene ngn abg td...rase cm terbakarrrrr je dga ayat2 die td...'lembap tahap maut la kau nih,x leh slow lagi keee?' ape2 pun die kate bagus utk membuat aku berfikir..jgn jd malas sgt nk berfikir..huh,aku force jugak diri aku td,at last alhamdulillah aku dpt jwp soklan klon exam dlm buku dr.zahrah tu,br bley tido..huh..gilo tul..dh kul 4 pagi ni aku post...so,esok pagi,aku kne study fizik lagi sampai aku paham..dan kene maki lagi tahap maut..ngn esok aku nk study math..arghh,aku nk jadi dr. kene rajin! ko x nak 4flat ke jas? ko nk jd org x berguna sepanjang idup ko? come back down to reality la..talk less work more~! k la,aku pn da nantok plus stress..sok pg kene bgn awl2..
Nyte/morning..
salam..

.jasz.

Raya Raya Raya

Salam..huhu, today is the day where all the muslims around the world are waiting for! hehehe,ok,raya morning,I wake up UNUSUAL time which was exact 7 am,[i noe,it's kind a late ryte?] quickly i took wudhuk to pray for subuh,eventhou it's already 7 in the morning. :D.Then,my darling, wafiq also had woken up,crawling around..[this boy really makes me laugh,so funny dearie with his innocent acts] What a damn cold morning since it's raining ..but i still force myself to take a shower,sunat aidilfitri..and wore my new purple kurung and went to pray sunat aidilfitri at the nearby mosque.Hm,nothing much special for today actually,not many events happened today,I guess in many many Raya in my entire life,I shud give this year award as The Most Dull Raya Ever..I noe,it sounds quite proper to say it,but that's the fact. Sorry ma,i didn't mean to,but that's the reality,isn't it? I can tell apart from my mother's expression,she was feeling sad about this raya,because this was the first raya we've been celebrated since ever in KL,apart from that also,this was first time for her having a hard time facing a new situation,since her parents were passed away recently.Besides that,the most sad part is,we've no relatives anymore.Actually,we do have relatives,i mean my mother's siblings a.k.a my aunties and uncles,but the truth is,there was a tragedy behind our family history,that no one can tell makes the connection lost.So,meaning that,we don't have relatives to visit.Sounds so pathetic aite..

Well,what can i say,that's what we called life,life still goes on,no matter what.I felt sympathy towards my mum,i felt sorry for her for having such a bloody unappreciated,jealousy,stabbers siblings.I knew from her heart,she still does love her brother and sisters,and still hold the old phrase ' air yang di cincang takkan putus' I know in Islam,we must forgive others and forget the past.Yeah,it's true,that's we're doing right now,forgetting the past.. However,dun worry mum,you still have your kids who love you till no ending. :) Hm,ok,let's get back to the subject,most of today,I ate till full,played with little cute wafiq,slept,and repeat the same.Until now,sitting on a bed+blogging.Hm..During this a few days past,I didn't get in touch with my books,they still lay down there,begging from their owner to touch n read them.Ughhh jas! u said u wanted to change right during this holiday? so have you? CHANGE BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE!! ughhh,time is ticking fast,so u have to run to catch up those what left behind! Ok2,tonight,I'mma going to start doing some revision,insyaALLAH i'll doing my tutorial homework.There loads of them! goshhh.. tomrrow is going to be a busy day,since me and my parents will leave to melaka to visit my late grandparents.and old folks relatives down the hometown. I have this wise idea,from now on,insyaAllah,i'll be hard to write this blog more often,in a way to improve my English skill writing for my MUET test which will be dated a couple of months from today.I also not expecting people will come to my blog and read my updated post,because nothing much interesting about my post unlike any other girls' blog,which I had read through their blogs.I can tell there's differene between my blog and theirs,mine is more limited to my personal story and open views/opinion,and pretty much boring about it.hehe..Huhu..I also practicing my speaking skill when I'm talking to my close friends.:D,I know it sounds quite lame,but hey! that's what we called learning ryte? I admit that,seldomly I get embarrased whem i'm speaking in english because I made millions of grammar mistakes in my sentences,but one of my friend had told me that,it's okay to be laughed,as long as u're trying and just be confidence with it,then it's okay.Don't bother too much of people will gonna say to you,because they are not going to help you anyway,aite? InsyaAllah I will try my best to pursue it.

I hope i don't get cold feet in MUET speaking test,and stammered in front of unknown bunch of people later.It's okay jas,as long as u've hard work for it,let Allah decide what's best for you then. :)

T.T.F.N. Will upd8 l8er..

.jasz.

Benjamin Franklin's System

1. Temperance . Eat not to dullness; drink not to elevation.
2. Silence. Speak not but what may benefit others or yourself; avoid trifling conversation.
3. Order. Let all your things have their places; let each part of your business have its time.
4. Resolution. Resolve to perform what you ought; perform without fail what you resolve.
5. Frugality. Make no expense but to do good to others or yourself; i.e., waste nothing.
6. Industry. Lose no time; be always employed in something useful; cut off all unnecessary actions.
7. Sincerity. Use no hurtful deceit; think innocently and justly, and, if you speak, speak accordingly.
8. Justice. Wrong none by doing injuries, or omitting the benefits that are your duty.
9. Moderation. Avoid extremes; forbear resenting injuries so much as you think they deserve.
10. Cleanliness. Tolerate no uncleanliness in body, clothes, or habitation.
11. Tranquility. Be not disturbed at trifles, or at accidents common or unavoidable.
12. Chastity. Rarely use venery but for health or offspring, never to dullness, weakness, or the injury of your own or another’s peace or reputation.

Benjamin Franklin’s system was based on the principle of replacing old-bad habits with new-good habits. The key word being habits. When motivation and desire fade away or take a leave of absence our habits automate us in a preprogrammed direction. The question is are you programmed for success or failure? Allow me to steer you in the right direction.

Let's do it!!!!!!!!!

Start Over

Salam..
Ok,it's been quite a time i'm not updating this bloggie.Since it's been a while I've been away from writing a blog.
Alright,just forget about the subject.
First of all,it had been a HELL of this week,so many things happened at one time,i mean BAD THINGS happened.Firstly,my midsem result,was the worst of all result I never had,I was so suprised [wait,there's not the right word,shocked,bombshell] is the correct word to describe my result.I was completely 100% shocking over my result,I never had this such a bad grades in my entire whole life.So,needless to say,after I took my result,I gone to my friend's room,Aida.At there,I calm down myself with her help,I was so being grateful for having a good friend beside me,motivating me to pursue what I want in faundation..
After on and on and on on....it makes me thinking why does this has to be me? In fact,before taking the result,I surrended earlier,because I knoe I wud not get my-dream-result.It was just,my attitude was probably the strong reason I am becoming weak.My attitude gone lazy,comfortable-zone,even my mum said i'm lacking of concentration.

The other thing is,I often had a row with my dad/mum.I dunno,it's not my intention being a rude to them,seriously,I didn't mean to,all i want is a peaceful,harmony,someone who can guide me,not BLAME ME.I guess something is wrong with me,of course I love my parents as much as other kids did.It's just soooooo complicated to say..My relationship between them just complicated,I keep getting hate myself for hating them.Perhaps,tht's one of the reason I didn't make it.My teacher once said to me earlier,"the key for success is the bless from your parents,barakah" and I always hold the key in a way for success,but now..since i'm entering pasum,everything turning upside down,i can't find the right path,i was totally lost..I dunno what to do..I'm becoming rebellious each day..huhhh..I'm becoming a quite person there,dunno wht to say,wht to joke..everytime I heard someone made a joke,I was like -,-! ..huhhh..jasmira oh jasmira..where's the old you? Am I changed that much? I need the old me,the nice one,the good one,the hardworking one,ambitious..

I asked Allah to help me..but i am still searching what's behind all these..I hope someday,oneday,I'll be the previous me.please..I begging..

After all,after had so much thinking,I've realised,my parents and my family is the only precious gift from Allah,why would I was them like that? I shud have being more grateful cause I still had a parents who still cares a lot about me? why would I hate them fr not fulfilling my needs? I don't wannna be a spoil brat who's only think materialistic.huhh,no no,i won't be like that.I guess I had almost everything catchy gadgets that other teen out there desire..which i dun want to list out here..coz u'll be expect I am snobbish person.hehe..

Ok,from now on,wht things shud I start first to become A NEW ME..?

I shud get move on now..or else,I will be stay behind where everyone had keep forward..
Upd8 ler.. T.T.F.N.

.jasz.

Opinion

Ehem2,Assalamualaikum wbt.
hehe,lame berkurun da x upd8 blog ni.bukan pe,it's just since masuk PASUM,hectic life mula menguasai.
huh,cite pasal PASUM ni..ade banyak cerita nk diluahkan kt sini.Bukan yang negatif2,tp yg positif pun ade jugak,tp positif tu bley dikire laa..
Hehehe,ok PASUM.Pusat Asasi Sains Universiti Malaya. bunyi agak gah kalo first time denga,Well, from my experience,jgn lah kita mudah terpengaruh dengan sekadar nama yang gah tapi sedang kan,kita merana bila kat sane..tu satu pengajaran yang saya dapat ambil sejak masuk sini..
Pasum,ni OK sbenar nye,cume entah la...mule2 masuk sini,mmg SUSAH giler nk adapt dengan environment kat sini..saya dr seorang yang peramah menjadi antisoc bile kat sane..menjadi seorang yang sangat pendiam..
hmm..ok la,honestly,kehidupan sini totally sucks+bullshit.I kind a really hate pasum for now..tapi nk buat macam kan..ini adalah pilihan Allah berikan kepada kita,dan kita telah memilih jalan ini,jadi..tiada guna nya kalau hendak berpatah balik..it's just LIFE GOES ON NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENED.

Well,anyway,since masuk PASUM ni,it was very hard to find people who are selfishless n snobbishless.haha.
bukan ape,bukan nk masuk bangkul,angkat sendiri(tul ke pepatah nih?) bukan nk bajet malaikat,bukan juge nak berlagak ulama or whatever.
tapi sebagai manusia yang berperasaan,saya dpt rase kt sini mmg ssh n jumpe org yg btul2 dipercayai.even I didn't found one.tp ape2 pun,saya redha dgn hati yang ikhlas,selagi Allah bersama kita,insyaAllah Allah akan sentiasa membantu,jgn lupe tanggungjawab sebagai hambaNya..

1matlamat jela masuk sini,FUTURE. tht's all.

.jasz.

huh...

huh..salam..arini x taw la nape mcm x sdap hati.am i too worry about coming interviu in this monday.risau la,mak put high expectation. asyek2 gado ngn mak rse mcm x berkat pulak.huh..xsgke pon dpt interviu ekceli..

Kelebihan Menuntut Ilmu

Hyep hyep.hehehehehe,boring punye pasal,suddenly something alarmed me.Why not I share my favourite hadith of the time.It's about 'Kelebihan menuntut Ilmu' Huhu,ini tujuan baik,bukan niat utk menunjuk2 ke ape.Straight from my heart.Hadith ni terjumpe bile tgh surf internet pasal koleksi hadis2,then terjumpe hadith ni,kt web JAKIM jer. hehehe,kt situ byk hadith yg pendek2,so syok la kalo bace tu.Then tersangkut plak kt 1 hadis ni,so I'll paste it here so that I can ocassionally read it everytime open this blog. :)

Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda: "Sesungguhnya Malaikat-malaikat sentiasa menurunkan sayapnya (sebagai memuliakan dan menghormati) penuntut ilmu agama, kerana mereka suka dan bersetuju dengan apa yang penuntut itu lakukan." Abu ad-Darda' r.a

Huraian:
Pengajaran hadith:
i) Penuntut ilmu agama adalah bakal muballigh (penyampai maklumat) Islam, maka merekalah yang akan menyebarkan agama Allah sebagaimana yang diperintahkan oleh Allah kepada rasul-Nya.
Ii) Menuntut ilmu agama adalah tidak tertentu kepada satu-satu golongan sahaja melainkan ia adalah wajib dituntut oleh setiap orang Islam demi menjamin kehidupan yang sempurna di dunia dan akhirat.
iii) Kita selaku umat Islam dilarang memperlekehkan golongan alim ulama’ dan penuntut ilmu agama ini kerana Rasulullah s.a.w menyatakan bahawa para malaikat sendiri seluruhnya memberikan penghormatan yang tinggi kepada mereka disebabkan kemuliaan ilmu yang dituntut itu.

yep,tu la hadith yg aku suke bace.hehehe,kalo ade yg bes2 agy,nnti i'll add lg,k. Till now,salam..

Refresh+Blogging

Hey hey hey! :D
mlm ni cm boring la pulak.ptg td duk asyek main internet je 24 hours.pastu mcm biase,tgk ER kemudian tgk The Nanny.yada yada yada.hurm..pas solat maghrib,planning baek punye nk bace yassin la kunun cuz mmg tiap2 malam jumaat slalu bace yassin pown en.[maybe dh terbiase rutin at mrsm dlu,xpe la mende baek x salah kalo kite buat,btul x? :)] aiceyh pas da wirid2.Pap! ngantuk punye pasal trus collapse kt atas sejadah.Ngantuk siut! Xtawu la pahal ngantuk sgt gile punye langit arini.I think too much surf internet kut during the day.Hahaha,tido bukan sekejap dol.Lame kut.dr kul 7.45[ala2 gitu la kot] sampai kul 10.30.fuhhh,lame en?lebeh kurang almost 3 hours.Tu yg sekrg ni mata cm terbeliak jeee..fresh jeee..tp x taw nk wtpe.bangun2 trus bully my sis,asked her to make me a sandwhich.haha,tuna sandwhich+lays crunchie.fuhhh power beb,sedap giler,but still feel quite starving ryte naw. :D.Perut dinasour mmg cenggitu. :P
Hmm..skang ni tgh dgr lagu je..Satgy alang2 dh tdo td,kalu rajen,insyaAllah Qiyam trus la.
Masa2 yg lapang neh baek filled with good things.Sambung bace Twilight Saga:New Moon sampai kul 2/3 pg,sambil dengo zikir2 kt ikim.fm.hahaha,mlm2 dgr zikir mmg terase masuk kalbu oo..maklum la,kiter ni kn Insan yang kerdil di atas muka bumi Allah SWT nih,yang hanya menumpang dan juga menjalani hidup sebagai seorang perantau.[ecececce,leh jd puitis la jas! :p]
hm..k la,kalo ade post interesting,i'll paste it down here la.
Till we meet again,salam..daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~ :)

Forgetting the past,living in the present,and fighting for the future,it ain't easy

.Curiousity.

Tourette Syndrome

Salam,hello. huhu,update lg blog.this blog da cm contagius+addicition disease pulak to me. :D
Oryte, the reason for today blog is,today i was just being curious after I watched a movie titled 'Front in the Class'.Ok,this is one inspirational story about a man who suffered from Tourette Syndrome.Ok,at first,i was wondering,"syndrome tourette tu apa?xpnah dgo pon,cm interesting je syndrome ni.yela,slalo nye org dga Syndrome Down je kn? then what is this tourette?" hehe,lebeh kureng cm tu la,i think to my self.Disebab kan semangat inkuiri yg begitu strong dlm diri ku,malam tu pulak i google la,ape lagi kan. WIKIPEDIA is the best web to describe it.

Now,let me share you some knowlegdes about this Tourette Syndrome that I copied from Wikipedia[ Hang on,is it wrong copy and paste without permission?,takut pulak kene sued ke ape2.wheww :D] :

Tourette syndrome (also called Tourette's syndrome, Tourette's disorder, Gilles de la Tourette syndrome, GTS or, more commonly, simply Tourette's or TS) is an inherited neuropsychiatric disorder with onset in childhood, characterized by the presence of multiple physical (motor) tics and at least one vocal (phonic) tic; these tics characteristically wax and wane. Tourette's is defined as part of a spectrum of tic disorders, which includes transient and chronic tics. [taken from Wikipedia,free encyclopedia]

Yep,that's are Tourette Syndrome facts.Well,actually ade byk lagi facts about syndrome nih,but enough for this la I think.Anyway,ade video about this kid ade tourette syndrome jugak,tp xpe la,cm kesian pulak bile den tgk en.Pastu,td bile tgk dgn my sis kt youtube,cm kelakar la pulak,i mean,ade certain yg a bit funny.Just imagine,this girl swore all of sudden from nowhere in front of the public without intend to.kih3,rase cm EVIL bile gelak.ish3,jas jas,astaghfirullah al azim.igt tuhan byk2 jas..hehehe. :D

Hm,alrite enough about tourette syndrome plak.let's move on to the next topic.Pasal disease jugak,hahaha xtawu la knp arini curiousity terlebih gule pulak. :p

Petang lepas tgk cite Front in the Class tu,tgk ER pulak kt Hallmark channel at 5 pm evening.hihi,ER is my most time fav show among all besides The Nanny afterwards. :) syok gak kali nih episode ER kali ni,I discovered something new,u noe.About Huntington's Disease.Actually mase first time dga time blaja Bio dlu,syllabus last chap of Biology Form 5,The Inheritance.fuhh,amek ko,siap igt chapter syllabus lg tu..xtahan..haha

Cikgu Yuha ade gak story2 pasal Huntington's Disease,HD ni.cm cool la plak kn bile tgk.Cause disease ni disebabkan genetic mutations. Therefore,chances to get HD is 50-50 by any chance in their family.To make it more interesting,the symptom of this disease makes me more eager to know.hehehheehe.One of the symptom HD ni kn,by approaching middle age,someone gradually can turn into monster gitu. lost of ability to control the anger,sad,depression the eventually will leads to suicidal if it's uncontrollable. ala2 mcm DR JEKYLL AND MR HYDE gitu.huhu,but usually this HD can be inherited.takot jugak kan..and usually also affected among in the European Western people! huhu,no wonder la kdg2 mat salleh bad tempered. [ye ke? tohh] hehe.

Ok la,enough for this time la I guess,I'll add some more later.nk makan sat.daaaaaa~ huhu.salam.

Forgetting the past,living in the present,and fighting for the future,it ain't easy

Dilemma.Double Confusion. Aaarghh

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

HUhu..it's been ages ages n ages da x update blog ni.gile lame siut.since last year,haha,bkn pe,it just it was kind of embarassing when some anonymous reading ur blog,then knoe what's been going in your life.haha,whatever la.That's blogs are for aite? :p
Oryte,enough said about me the blog thingy,let's focus about the HEADLINE.DILEMMA.DOUBLE CONFUSION.seriously,i am really in dilemma rite now,to decide what's best for my future.Syukur Alhamdulillah i got 2 good offer,which are KOLEJ MARA KULIM & PASUM.Anyway,MATRICULATION & PASUM both are very good,indeed.At the very first time,I didn't have high expect to get ASASI UNIVERSITI cuz ala matriks pon quite bad what,ryte? Eventhou,some people out there keep saying that "asal nk masuk matriks?matriks ssh ar,bek ko masuk um,lg bagus,da ar ssh nk dpt tempat." Mule2,tyme dpt taw dpt pasum tu,bby la over the moon planet galaxy itu sumer.But later on,on second thought,my bro called me right after I told him I got the offer,then he asked "Cube fikir btol2 before wat decicion,u nk jadi doc but u have to physics subject at um,why not u focus on 3 subjects at matrix? lebih focus and ringan,xpayah nk nyusah2 kan diri dok blaja phy.terpulang la ...bla3"

Pastu,dengar reason drpd ayah pulak,die plak kate cmni "ayah bg suggestions k,imagine u study among brilliant student,senang x nk dpt 4 flat? then compare urself at another group which u're in matriks.sure matriks lg senang kn?tp ape2 pun ayah x kesah,ayah respect ur decision. :)" Huhhh,that makes me feel extremely more guilty than ever. Dengan rase maseh x pwas ati lagi tu,I made some deep research about this pasum all about la.Most of them said pasum is better than matriks.And dun blew the chance once u got it.3 hari 3 malam buat research pasal mende nih,rse2 cm da nek power da mate nih.haih..ber+ rabun la aku gaye nyeee..

Haih,lepas tu pulak,lagi,aku pun buat la solat istikharah sebanyak mane yg mampu,utk mintak petunjuk drpd Allah SWT yg lebih mengetahui secara zahir dan batin kita.Hati kebanyakannya kata pasum.hm,tp en,apa2 pun,mane2 blaja pon,perlukan usaha+komitmen utk berjaya. Bak kata ade 1 phrase tu, ALLAH TENGOK PADA USAHA BUKAN PADA HASIL.Oleh itu,after da discuss wif my parents and sume2,they say go to pasum la,if u want.I also waiting for petunjuk dr Allah afta da wat solat istikharah tu.moga2 pilihan terbaek utk masa akan datang. TOUGH gak da menjadi dewasa ni eh?aih..xleh ke jd bdk2 skola alek?kn syok! Enjoy je ngn friends,hangout sana sini bile cuti skola.hahaha.bez tul.

Just now,I just had a conversation with ex-pasum 09/10, she said,jgn memain mcm2 akk time sem 1,i was like, erk?,takot la plak bile die ckp cmtu,then die sambong agy,most students kt sane sem 1 byk main2 cuz terlalu freedom,then sem 2 baru la nk sedor diri.alahai..lg bertambah2 takot den.Apa pun,aku mintak doa Allah jauhi la drpd pengaruh2 x elok yg akan menjejaskan pelajaran.kalu bley,xmo la sbb sosial,my pointer is sucks en.
Then,my bro said,for now enough think about where to go,think where next after this faundation.Fuhhh,jauh tu kene pk.

Ramai jugak my frens yg kt mktb dlu dpt asasi uitm,and many are going there.But ade jugak gi matriks.I wish them ALL THE BEST la nnti kt sane,kite struggle same2 eh for one year ni? hehehe.

I am still hoping for petunjuk dr Allah,may HE guide me through all this brilliantly.I hope i choose the right decision.nnti once da made tht decicion cannot turn back.huish,tu yg cuak tu.heheMoga jalan yang dipilih diberkati oleh Allah,tht's the most important,cuz kalo x diberkati oleh Allah,macam2 bole jadi nnti. :))
Harap segala urusan dipermudahkan.. amin. :)) not for me only but to all my friends and yg mengalami benda yg kite sume alami.
I had found this pray that i think very good for us to use it daily.
Moga2 diamalkan..
Ini doa nye..nnti kalo jas ade jumpe doa2 yg bole diamalkan,InsyaAllah I'll post it here.
:)
Oryte,enough for now I guess,apa2 kemusykilan or whatsoever,i'll write down here later.Nak try to be active blogger. :)
For now,Salam..