Assalamualaikum wbt.
Hi,good morning.It is 2012 now,alhamdulillah.this new year hopefully everything will be fine as I planned.I just came back from Malang a few days ago,for semester break holiday.
To my suprise,I just got to know that my UTS marks for anatomy-histo-patho had come out already.And it wasnt satisfied at all.I felt very dissapointed of myself because not performed so well in last exam.But I am waitng for UAS final result,that result will determine me whether I should or not going back to Malang to take SP=Short Semester.It means to resit the paper,because this University has it own rules.No D or either D+ in all subjects.Or not,you're not going to go to 2nd year.And I'm way freaking like hell right now.However,I pray hard for this coming result so that I passed,and uhm,hopefully it was okay.Maybe this some kind of ujian yg Allah nak kasi..So,jas,u've to redha for what happened.No need to melatah when problem comes to you.
I dunno what to do to release my stress now.It's just I want to enjoy this holiday as much as I can.And secretly to say,I don't want to go back tht place again.Hm,okay,I hope inshaAllah everything will turn out fine,just let HIM decide everything what's the best for me,and all I can do is,pray and never give up trying,eventhough my heart can't even take it any longer all these pains I've been thru.
InshaAllah,and pray HARD.
