Hmm..

Assalamualaikum wbt..

Okay nk tulis blog just for luahan hati.First,frustrated gila tadi jawab soalan praktikum parasitology,padahal rasa dah belajar banyak dah.dah bersungguh-sungguh study,tapi macam 60% blurr jugak lah.ergghhh,kena topup effort time Ujian Block nanti lah nampaknya.Ujian Block lagi berapa minggu je tinggal.tension banyak tak study lagi.tadi jawab pun macam #$$%@.I wish I could study more and more focus.Tak mau jadi macam sem 1 lagi dah,kene SP.From now on,inshaAllah keeping up the momentum I want to be more focus.

I think I know why my focus being distracted.Because I just got wedding invitation from my old-never-meet-friend-of-mine which is he used to be my friend.TTM lah lebih sesuai.Teman Tapi Mesra.Hek3,ala lagi pun we've never met,it 's just zaman teens aku dulu tu mmg naive+innocent+stupidest dumb ever.Tapi apa-apa pun his going-to-be wife is pretty and more muslimah than me. :) And I got a bit distracted by that because he's so young to get married.

23,what d u think? is it young for you or is it just me who only just feel that age is quite young?

It's just lately,everything in the past is coming to the present right now.Which is?

Ok,Firstly,I non-accidentally added a friend who used to be the one I really like in 6 years ago.

Secondly,I got wedding invitation from old friend which I never met before(A bit awkward at the moment).

Thirdly,I guess I am the only one left that got nobody special in my life.Haha,how pathetic that sounds aite? Yea,I know it sounds loser. And now I am the one who have to clean up all the mess that I had done.

Lesson learnt : Jangan sesekali add a friend yang pernah ada apa2 hubungan dengan anda.fullstop.

From now on,I am going to be more determined as ever.Study study and study! (Err,okay that sounds nerdy)Tapi whatever lah kan,demi lulus and cita-cita.Pokoknya,belajar kerana Allah Taala.InsyaAllah.

Seriusly mcm SHIT lah website MARA nih.

Bongokkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.

Why so desperate?

Assalamualaikum wbt..

Good morning and good day people! Syukur Alhamdulillah ke hadrat illahi,kita masih hidup pada hari ini dan masih mempunyai kudrat untuk teruskan kehidupan di muka bumi Allah SWT ini.Just now,I woke up at 4 AM,then solat subuh.Alhamdulillah selesai sudah ibadah untuk pagi hari.Anyway,it has been quite some time aku dah tak update blog.It's just nothing crossed in my head to write.Tak ada modal lagi nak tulis apa.Everyday about normal daily routine je.Oh ya,syukur juga I've been accepted into AMSA Brawijaya.Weehee.Quite shocked news,but I was so relieved to know.Now at least I have got something to get busy on.

Okay.Just now aku ternampak update bloggers from my dashboard.So most of the entries that posted from a friend all about Desperate want to get married.I was quite annoyed by all thos posts.Memang lah itu blog dia,dia boleh buat apa saja yang dia nak.Tapi tak payah lah sampai setiap hari kau nk tulis pasal nak kahwin nak kahwin setiap hari..Dah memang kegatalan itu sampai tak boleh nak dikawal? Sorry to say,tapi aku memang irritated kalau hari-hari cakap pasal nak kahwin ini.Sekali sekala tak apa,sebab manusia memang diciptakan untuk mencintai dan dicintai.Tipu diri sendiri lah kalau ada orang cakap dia tak nak kahwin kan..Sooner or later he/she will feel want to be loved.As for me,aku pun ada niat nak menamatkan zaman single aku pada suatu hari nanti dengan pernikahan yang sah dan diredhai, buat masa sekarang ini pintu hati aku belum ready nak bercinta sebab terlalu sibuk memikirkan masa depan and how to survive here.Lagi-lagi aku belajar jauh dri Malaysia dan sini pelajar malaysia tak terlalu ramai.

Apa-apa pun aku percaya satu je,bak kata orang 'kalau ada jodoh tak kemana' yup,memang betul.Sudah ditulis di Luh Mahfuz.Cuma kita je yang kena berusaha untuk mencari jodoh tersebut.Sama juga dengan kejayaan.Kalau kita nak berjaya,kita kene berusaha untuk mencapai kejayaan atau cita-cita kita,tol dak?

So to all extreme desperate girls and boys out there (especially girls),chill kay? No need to panic if your the right one hasn't come yet. Yang penting kita jaga dulu hubungan kita dengan Allah SWT.Prepare diri kita dulu before memikul responsible yang besar.Kahwin bukan semudah yang kita sangka,banyak cabaran dan dugaan yang kita kene hadapi juga.Sama as life too.Tapi inshaAllah kalau kita berlandaskan ajaran yang betul,we able to cope all the challenges no matter what. If jodoh dah datang, si Dia dah datang jumpa parents,so go ahead then.Lebih afdhal dikahwinkan secepat mungkin daripada berbuat maksiat.

Kesimpulannya,chill kay? rileks,banyak-banyak berdoa.inshaAllah Allah akan kabulkan suatu hari nanti,lambat atau cepat..

Salam

P/S: This is just a piece of my mind

Poetry

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Bukan kau saja ditimpa malang
Ingatlah para Rasul mulia
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