Irreplaceable
Salam.
After almost a year I havent been writing a blog since I dunno when.It has been ages I suppose.After what I had been through A LOT of obstacles,thru thick and thin as I cant even imagine.
During the evening,a good friend of mine just called me .My lovely ex-roomate during my high school year,Laila Fadhilah.It was to my surprise as I saw her name calling on my mobile phone.I took the phone call,when I heard her voice I was completely in excited mood,it has been really long time I didn't talk to her or gossiping.She told me she was touched when she said I didn't tell her that I am going to further my study in Indonesia.She told me the whole story how she got the shocking news after she accidentally met zet(my another ex-roomate) at the place where she working now,the SHELL gas station.Haha,kind a funny actually.However,we talked and talked like nearly 3 hours like that.Many things I know from her,in fact she also told me the truth about her current condition.Poor little girl.Her fate is same just like mine,except mine is more complicated I guess.Hmmm..suddenly Irealised that I really do miss my old school mates.They are my world.They are the one who make me feel great about myself.No doubt about it. :(
Just now,I just found the old picture,not really that old actually.The picture of us during our young and proud age.The picture above is been taken during our spm year.It was in the middle of SPM exam week.When I look that picture and other pictures,I could feel my eyes start burning and feel a hot prickling tears on my cheeks.I dunno why I become so emotional in this middle of night where everyone is still sleeping soundly while I am right here,writing about a past.A past that could never be return.The moment that I wish I had one more time,if God can give me turn back time.Those moments are irreplaceable,nothing can replace them and I know my friends would feel the same the way I do now.
I will write a special entry about my friends if I had more time.For now I'll just leave it as it be.
:)
