Can't believe this could be happen to me..
What a lousy day n holiday.This picture means a lot to me.This picture was taken on my sister's wedding.The green one is my best friend or shud i say ex-best friend?
She means a lot to me,we've been through good n bad times together.I still can't accept our friendship would be end like this..
How could she just said "entah..entah.." everytime I talked to her.I tried to share my problems with her but it seemed such a waste now.
God,I still can't believe.It feels like I have no faith in anyone anymore.argh..how frustrated I am right now..
She seems very very busy this lately,but I'm as her best friend still showed some care by calling her,asking her wether her fine or not.but her..?she doesn't care anymore..I was..is this could be the end..?
Was I something I said?or Was I something I did..?
we've been knowing each other for a such long time..I guess it's been nearly 4 years we've been such best friends forever.I couldn't believe either it will happened just like that.SNAP!..END..just like that?well at least she have to say something..
Maybe I was too overreacted somehow still I still care about her..
Well,people change through time right..?Why everyone is changes but I still the same?Or I didn't realise that I also changed?
As some people said..Time will heal everything,but not my heart.I was totally heartbroken as she said nothing n blurr..I really dunno what to say or do right now..So frustrated..never been so frustrated in my life before..
It's like losing someone ,one of the people that I loved the most,besides my family..
Because we're sharing every secrets we had..Our mothers also already knowing each other.
All I can say now,life goes on no matter what.This year is a big year to me,I'm going to sit the biggest examination that will change my life.SPM.
Uhm..I really need someone that can support me now.Maybe this is one of the test that Allah gave to me for this year..
Patient one of the best medicine.She is my soulmate.My best friend.My good friend.My angle.My devil.My twin.My everything.She understands me very well,no one could understands me better than she did.She's always number one on my top friend list.But what could I say now eh..?This happened just a glimpse.
I hope I could turn back time,back to our sweet old memories when we were both young and naughty so on..
My like kinda sucks right now.Really2 sucks.All our memories are still fresh in my mind.I won't forget them as always will be there..
All i can say now,that's the best of me as long we've been knowing each other.
Trust me,no one can replaced her.I can't find someone that perfect like her..
This song is dedicate to her :
Daniel Powter : Best Of Me
I wasn't mean the wrong way
Won't you do me the right way
Where you gonna be tonight
Coz I won't stay too long
Maybe you're the light for me
When you talk to me it strikes me
Won't somebody help me
Coz I don't feel too strong
Was there something that I said
Was there something that I did
Or the combination I broke that did me have
You know I'm hoping you sing alone
Though it's not your favorite song
Don't wanna be the wind just nothing left to say
You know that someone those spin again
When you do you need a friend
Don't wanna be the wind just nothing left for me
And I hate the thought finally been erased
Baby that's the best of me
Everything's behind you
But the whole place I sit besides you
Living in every moment
Have I wasted all your time
Was there something that I said
Was there something that I did
Or the combination I broke that did me have
You know I'm hoping you sing alone
Though it's not your favorite song
Don't wanna be the wind just nothing left to say
You know that someone those spin again
When you do you need a friend
Don't wanna be the wind just nothing left for me
And I hate the thought finally been erased
Baby that's the best of me
Baby that's the best of me
You know I'm hoping you sing alone
Though it's not your favorite song
Don't wanna be the wind just nothing left to say
You know that someone those spin again
When you do you need a friend
Don't wanna be the wind just nothing left for me
And I hate the thought finally been erased
Baby that's the best of me
Won't you do me the right way
Where you gonna be tonight
Coz I won't stay too long
Maybe you're the light for me
When you talk to me it strikes me
Won't somebody help me
Coz I don't feel too strong
Was there something that I said
Was there something that I did
Or the combination I broke that did me have
You know I'm hoping you sing alone
Though it's not your favorite song
Don't wanna be the wind just nothing left to say
You know that someone those spin again
When you do you need a friend
Don't wanna be the wind just nothing left for me
And I hate the thought finally been erased
Baby that's the best of me
Everything's behind you
But the whole place I sit besides you
Living in every moment
Have I wasted all your time
Was there something that I said
Was there something that I did
Or the combination I broke that did me have
You know I'm hoping you sing alone
Though it's not your favorite song
Don't wanna be the wind just nothing left to say
You know that someone those spin again
When you do you need a friend
Don't wanna be the wind just nothing left for me
And I hate the thought finally been erased
Baby that's the best of me
Baby that's the best of me
You know I'm hoping you sing alone
Though it's not your favorite song
Don't wanna be the wind just nothing left to say
You know that someone those spin again
When you do you need a friend
Don't wanna be the wind just nothing left for me
And I hate the thought finally been erased
Baby that's the best of me
Thank you for everything mate.U means a lot to me.Nothing can compared to you..
