Jangan Mengeluh

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

Good morning ! Pagi-pagi dah online,because yesterday one day tak dpat online sebab lampu mati at the whole Malang ni.Haiz,nk study pun tak ada mood sangat dalam kegelapan yg tiada sekelumit cahaya ni.Anyway,just got back from Malaysia 2 days ago.It was the exhausted journey as ever,3 hours Malaysia to surabaya and continue another more 2 houre 45 minutes to Malang by travel car.Penat gila,and I was all alone like usual.At the time I was going back to Malang,I accidentally met a senior 2006 (I guess) can't remember his name which is I don't really care about it.Same flight same travel car. -_-.Then,as I arrived at my cost house,I was desperately need a bed to lie down for a minute or what.Then,to my surprise!, kamar ku bocor melimpah penuh dengan air.Haiz..I was so shocked and a bit angry for what I saw.Betul lah,nama penangan Malang sungguh kuat kat aku.Sampai2 je memang nasib Malang.Then I need to wipe out all the water on the floor,capek banget.nk solat Asar pun rasa macam kotor.It took me half an hour to clean up the floor.And then,cepat-cepat menunaikan tanggungjawab as a slave for Allah,solat Asar.After done solat asar,I quickly went to see Bapak yang handle all these stuffs in this cost house.Bapak Hisham.Terus pergi complaint kat bapak.

"Pak,kamar saya itu bocor,ga bisa tidur kerna basah,tempa tidur nya itu uda basah -.-' "

On that night,I slept on the floor beralaskan selimut yang tak berapa nak tebal to cover up my body during the night.So damn cold.Kat Malaysia panas,tidur buka kipas maximum tak rasa apa.Peluh mencurah-curah walopun dalam rumah,itu yg slalu hangout kat mall,dapek den aircond free.hehehe.On that night also,I missed a lot my mum,and Malaysia.Everthing happened in Malaysia is unforgettable.I cried cried cried as hard as I can.Gosh,my life sucks as ever here.No meaning of life here.

Okay,then next day,Iwent to my first class.Tak ada lah first class mne (skipped 3 classes already). Okay la class,a bit boring,cause xfaham dosen bilang apa kat depan.dok membebel2 dalam bahasa indonesia nya.Dah lah mood tgh bercuti lagi,so a bit hard to change mode from holiday to study.Apa2 pun,kena lah juga study,kalau x,xpasal kena repeat another whole year.I just study just for my own sake only and also for Allah SWT.

Yesterday also,lah kamar pintu kamar mandi aku tecabut.see? told ya,my Malang so strong here. T.T. Haiz..

Sekarang pukul 6.30 AM,have to get ready to go class at 8.I am praying as hard as I can so that my life would be easier as fast time passing by.

Actually I was thinking to change course,to go back study in Malaysia.But is it all worth it to give up all these things that I've sacrifice? It is just the social environment is not very good with me here.My batch just threw me over.Everything I have to do all my own.But it's good thing right?I am more independent as ever but need some guidances from seniors also.But,the decision still pending.Just see,this new sem maybe a bit different from the last sem (perhaps). Pray hard for it.

Alright till then,will story more soon.Nak breakfast roti sat then prepare to go class.Moga-moga hari ini dipermudahkan~ inshaAllah.

Wassalam

Ujian

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Hi,good morning.It is 2012 now,alhamdulillah.this new year hopefully everything will be fine as I planned.I just came back from Malang a few days ago,for semester break holiday.

To my suprise,I just got to know that my UTS marks for anatomy-histo-patho had come out already.And it wasnt satisfied at all.I felt very dissapointed of myself because not performed so well in last exam.But I am waitng for UAS final result,that result will determine me whether I should or not going back to Malang to take SP=Short Semester.It means to resit the paper,because this University has it own rules.No D or either D+ in all subjects.Or not,you're not going to go to 2nd year.And I'm way freaking like hell right now.However,I pray hard for this coming result so that I passed,and uhm,hopefully it was okay.Maybe this some kind of ujian yg Allah nak kasi..So,jas,u've to redha for what happened.No need to melatah when problem comes to you.

I dunno what to do to release my stress now.It's just I want to enjoy this holiday as much as I can.And secretly to say,I don't want to go back tht place again.Hm,okay,I hope inshaAllah everything will turn out fine,just let HIM decide everything what's the best for me,and all I can do is,pray and never give up trying,eventhough my heart can't even take it any longer all these pains I've been thru.

InshaAllah,and pray HARD.

Malang

Dosen-dosen yang baik.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

Good morning.

At last,finally,I have arrived safely and sound at Malang,the place where Im going to pursue my dream.

It has been exact 2week we have been stayed over here.My first impression about this place,of course about the weather,it is so damn cold at night and early morning.We need a blanket in the night or otherwise u'll be end up getting flu.So far so good,eventhough I am trying my best to adapt the environment and get along with my batchmates.It is only 7 of us,overall.It was kind of hard at first,to get in touch with them,but gradually,everything turns ok(im hoping for that). So,yesterday we went to some nice places at Malang here.It was such an experience for me to experienced all these.Here are some of pictures as evidence that have been taken by me and my friends.