Ujian

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Hi,good morning.It is 2012 now,alhamdulillah.this new year hopefully everything will be fine as I planned.I just came back from Malang a few days ago,for semester break holiday.

To my suprise,I just got to know that my UTS marks for anatomy-histo-patho had come out already.And it wasnt satisfied at all.I felt very dissapointed of myself because not performed so well in last exam.But I am waitng for UAS final result,that result will determine me whether I should or not going back to Malang to take SP=Short Semester.It means to resit the paper,because this University has it own rules.No D or either D+ in all subjects.Or not,you're not going to go to 2nd year.And I'm way freaking like hell right now.However,I pray hard for this coming result so that I passed,and uhm,hopefully it was okay.Maybe this some kind of ujian yg Allah nak kasi..So,jas,u've to redha for what happened.No need to melatah when problem comes to you.

I dunno what to do to release my stress now.It's just I want to enjoy this holiday as much as I can.And secretly to say,I don't want to go back tht place again.Hm,okay,I hope inshaAllah everything will turn out fine,just let HIM decide everything what's the best for me,and all I can do is,pray and never give up trying,eventhough my heart can't even take it any longer all these pains I've been thru.

InshaAllah,and pray HARD.

Malang

Dosen-dosen yang baik.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

Good morning.

At last,finally,I have arrived safely and sound at Malang,the place where Im going to pursue my dream.

It has been exact 2week we have been stayed over here.My first impression about this place,of course about the weather,it is so damn cold at night and early morning.We need a blanket in the night or otherwise u'll be end up getting flu.So far so good,eventhough I am trying my best to adapt the environment and get along with my batchmates.It is only 7 of us,overall.It was kind of hard at first,to get in touch with them,but gradually,everything turns ok(im hoping for that). So,yesterday we went to some nice places at Malang here.It was such an experience for me to experienced all these.Here are some of pictures as evidence that have been taken by me and my friends.

Failure

"Failure is so important. We speak about success all the time. It is the ability to resist failure or use failure that often leads to the greater success."

-JK Rowling-

Suddenly I just thought about being a failure.But hey,I used to be a failure once,perhaps in coming future,I dunno what I would be.Failure keep coming and coming until we get really matured to handle that failure.In certain case,failure is just like a test for someone to be a good/better person.Trust me,I believe in Allah SWT not gonna give a failure just like that without the hidden meaning.We are as a human should think by using the brain the HE gave us to think there are always SUCCESS behind every FAILURE. I really do hope,that me,my friends,and people out there,never give up on faith,because all we need is to believe what we're going to achieve,then in the end,in God's will,you'll feel the sweetness of bitteness you've been through all this time.

This quote really caught my eye and the words are really deep in meaning.Let just be positive for once.